actually this is my second blog, its a place that i can say what i wanna say. its like my diery. tq

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Friday, October 1, 2010

searching for this kind of boy:(

i want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a boy who will sing to me at random moments. who lets me sleep on his chest. i want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. bring me soup or orange juice when i’m sick. i want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. i want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. a boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times i tell him its okay, he’d still do it. a boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything i say. a boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. a boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. a boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. i want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. a boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. a boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. who will kiss me in the pouring rain. i want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. i want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. someone who would never be afraid to say i love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. i want a boy who will take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. someone who will kiss me at midnight on new years and who will make funny faces at me when i’m on the phone. i want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want a boy who will stay home with me on a friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after i’ve got him soaked. i want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. a boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. i want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when i’m sick, and would play with my hair. but mostly i want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.


Saturday, August 21, 2010

drunk last night

i miss you azrief syahmie:( i really love you. i wanna be with you. im sorry if i done wrong to you. i realy love you, i swear to god. please, begging you. come back to me. i miss huging ur waist, i miss ur touch, ur hand, ur smile and ur kiss:( i love you azrief syahmie

Wednesday, August 18, 2010





Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.


It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

lovely cousin that i ever had:)

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its my broken heart:(

i am nowhere near perfect,a fun sweet loving person.

i eat when am bored!i fall for boys hardly.

im vulnerable to believing lies,i make up excuses for everything.

i wish that one day i will find my prince charming.

i never make anybody my PRIORITY..

if he only makes me his OPTION.life is too short,

to settle for less...coz i know i deserve the BEST!!

i miss the boy i used to love:(

you like a sweet to me
like a present sent to my story of love
and tonight you'll leave and me saying the last goodbye
because this time for me to never see you again

if tonight is our last night
i will give everything to you
my heart, my kiss, my dream, and my love
making feel so glory
and if tomorrow i wake up alone without you
i will never feel so sad
because tonight we gonna make it last lifetime..

don't you know i always write to how my feeling from you
but my heart can lie it i love you so much
and tonight you leave me saying your last goodbye
because it start for me to never see you again


hope u dnt undrstnd wht i trying to say:)
coz i wrote it for my self